the only thing that matters

you can let them judge you
say bad things about you
but at the end of the day, the only judgment that matters is His
and He's the only one who knows everything

you might be the antagonist in the picture
and they might hate you for the things that they thought you did
but at the end of the day, the only judgment that matters is His
and He's the only one who knows everything

I guess this is just a part of being a woman...

Sensitif. Perempuan memang sensitif.

Bencinya. I wish I could keep myself busy. I don't want to think about it.

Sensitif sangat la aku ni.

Ahh bencinya. Benci.

Aku matang dan rasional.

Tapi bila sampai kepada soal hati, aku still rasa sensitif.

Tambah-tambah bila orang dok tanya-tanya aku balik ke tak. Bukannya nak faham situasi aku.

Aku belajar kat US, bukan kat Seremban dah.

Tsk

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Thank Allah for the reply. Do you know how much they charge me?

FOUR website service charges which cost $6.99 EACH, and a ticket which costs $1196.30.

And I don't even GET the ticket. Or confirmation e-mail whatsoever.

I'll never use that website again. Ever. NEVER EVER EVER. Nearly lost me head yesterday. I was too angry! D:<

PS: But my previous post has nothing to do with this incident anyway.

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Update: Sorry for the incomplete post. To clear up the confusion, no, I didn't get the ticket. But I was relieved when the customer service replied my e-mail because if they did not, there might be no way I will get my money back. I gave the customer service a call and blablabla after a very long explanation which involved the UW Credit Union (the bank), I finally managed to get my money back. And I'm not interested to use cheaptickets.com again...

What a shame

If I am looking at this matter from one point of view, I would say I'm trying too hard. So I'll just say, we are trying too hard to accomplish that ideal state. That imaginary ideal state.

I don't think I'll ever understand the whole thing. Heck, I can't even understand any of the little pieces of the situation.

I'm approaching 22 years old. I'm too old to be emotional or angry about little petty things, about things which are not worth my attention. I used to be so particular about every single thing, but in the end I realised it was a waste of time.

I'm not a teen with an unexpected mood swing anymore. I'm a person who's trying to be an adult, who tries to be rational each time something ticks her off.

I know I can try to be nice to everyone but I can't please everyone. The same thing goes to other people as well; some are super nice to me but some might not treat me the way I want them to.

But still, I don't get it. I guess we are trying so hard to understand each other that we end up confusing one another.

I'm sorry that I've given up on trying to digest the whole thing. I'm going my own way since you've taken your path. It's okay though, I'm not mad with you or anything. It's such a shame, really.

Life is...

...a self-fulfilling prophecy.

Apa ni?

"Kita tengah belajar FM ke, belajar Confucianism?"

Demi Waktu Dhuha

Ya Allah
bahawasanya waktu dhuha itu waktu dhuha-Mu
kecantikan ialah kecantikan-Mu
keindahan itu keindahan-Mu
kekuatan itu kekuatan-Mu
kekuasaan itu kekuasaan-Mu
dan perlindungan itu perlindungan-Mu

Ya Allah
jika rezekiku masih di atas langit, turunkanlah
dan jika ada di dalam bumi, keluarkanlah
jika sukar, mudahkanlah
jika haram, sucikanlah
jika masih jauh, dekatkanlah

Ya Allah
berkat waktu dhuha
keagungan, keindahan, kekuatan, dan kekuasaan-Mu
limpahkanlah kepada kami segala yang telah Kau limpahkan
kepada hamba-hamba-Mu yang soleh.