What a shame

If I am looking at this matter from one point of view, I would say I'm trying too hard. So I'll just say, we are trying too hard to accomplish that ideal state. That imaginary ideal state.

I don't think I'll ever understand the whole thing. Heck, I can't even understand any of the little pieces of the situation.

I'm approaching 22 years old. I'm too old to be emotional or angry about little petty things, about things which are not worth my attention. I used to be so particular about every single thing, but in the end I realised it was a waste of time.

I'm not a teen with an unexpected mood swing anymore. I'm a person who's trying to be an adult, who tries to be rational each time something ticks her off.

I know I can try to be nice to everyone but I can't please everyone. The same thing goes to other people as well; some are super nice to me but some might not treat me the way I want them to.

But still, I don't get it. I guess we are trying so hard to understand each other that we end up confusing one another.

I'm sorry that I've given up on trying to digest the whole thing. I'm going my own way since you've taken your path. It's okay though, I'm not mad with you or anything. It's such a shame, really.