Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Before It's Too Late

Tell me everything now
Don't leave anything out
I'll tell you all my fears
My mistakes
Before it's too late


A few minutes ago I received some news about an old friend of mine. Her dad had recently passed away.

It struck me like a lightning.

It struck me that life is too short. That things you own, or the people you love, can be taken away from you in no time.

This reminds me of a conversation I had with Mak last Sunday. She said:

"Hidup ni jangan berkira sangat. Kalau Tuhan nak tarik, bila-bila masa je. Allah beri kat kita supaya kita beri pada orang lain."

I seem to have forgotten that life is too short.

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Saturday, November 20, 2010

Kisah lepas kelas

Aku menghabiskan ayat terakhir di atas kertas.

*muka senyum-senyum*

*walaupun frust jugak sebab kantoi tak baca buku*

Aku hantar kertas exam.

*hihihi*

Nak pergi Madison Market lah!

*senyum*

*berjalan dengan riang ria*

Eh tapi hari tu baru beli barang. Takkan nak belanja lagi.

*ala kan baru lepas exam. rilek lah bah*

*tapi last week tak ada exam pun kau pergi berjoli jugak*

Ala, tapi cheese kat rumah nak habis dah.

Harus pergi beli jugak la ni.

*jalan jalan jalan*

Wah sejuknya cuaca. Kuatnya angin.

*jalan cepat-cepat*

Alamak lampu berjalan nak padam dah cepat lintasss.

*berlari-lari anak melintas jalan*

*fuh fuh*

Yeay Madison Market!

*hihihi*

Eh tapi jangan beli banyak sangat tau. Baru hari tu kau berjoli.

Simpan la duit sikit beb.

*yelah yelahhh. bisinglahhh.*

*hihihi*

Ok. Dah ambil cheese. Jom bayar.

*weh weh bukan tadi nak ambil macaroni ke?*

*berlari anak ke tempat pasta*

*ternampak benda lain*

*terdiam kejap*

*gigit ibu jari*

Benda tu dah habis kat rumah kan?

*ye kot. kalau tak pun tinggal sikit*

Ambil la. Kang leceh nak datang balik. (menipu. padahal dekat je)

*ambil barang yang tak termasuk dalam list*

*berjalan ke tempat lain*

*ternampak aiskrim*

*terdiam kejap*

Ala ambil jela. Kang teringin.

*hihihi. ambil aiskrim. pilih pilihhh*

*dah pilih. berjalan lagi*

*ternampak kon aiskrim*

Weh, aiskrim kalau takde kon, tak sedaplah.

*ok*

*ambil*

*berjalan-jalan lagi*

*ternampak keropok*

Kau dah habiskan Pringles siang tadi.

*yelah nak ambillah ni*

*ambil keropok*

*berjalan-jalan*

Weh dah dah. Bayar. Kang macam-macam lagi kau ambil.

*ok ok jom bayar*

*berlari lari anak ke kaunter*

Hello! Plastic please!

*ka-ching!*

Oh. Whaddaheck. DUA PULUH DOLLAR?

Hoh.

*keluarkan debit card dengan bergaya*

*swipe swipe*

*tut tut tut tut* (nombor pin)

Have a good night!

*berjalan dengan cepat*

*cepat nak balik rumahhh*

WEH. ROTI KAU TAK BELI LAGI TADI.

*wargh!*

Tak apa, Walgreen ada on the way balik nanti.

*berlari-lari anak ke kedai Walgreen*

*cepat-cepat pergi kat tempat roti*

*tiba-tiba ternampak cereal*

Oh, cereal kat rumah dah nak hab--

*lantas mencapai kotak cereal*

*berjalan ke arah kaunter*

Adoi. Masa ni la ramai orang pulak.

Eh wait. Coklet tu nampak sedap.

*tangan menggapai coklet*

Eh orang juice tu macam best.

*tangan mangambil orange juice*

*dah sampai kat cik kaunter*

I'm great thank you!

Yes receipt in the bag please!

*debit card. hihihi swipeeeeee*

*tut tut tut tut*

*ka-ching!*

OPOCOT KAU DUA PULUH DOLLAR LAGI.



PS: cerita ini mungkin telah di-exaggerate sedikit

Monday, November 15, 2010

What You Believe In



What am I to you and what are you to me?
Are we getting better or did we used to be?

What of the song we used to sing?
Where are the souls we used to carry in?
What is a sail without hurricane?
What is a hurt without someone to blame?
Show me the sky and I'll climb the stairs
Give me something 'cause I'm losing it.

Give me what it is you believe in
'Cause I give to you my truth
I got all my faith in you
I don't know which way we are going
Doesn't matter anyway
Just as long as you will stay.

Tell me the word and I'll shout it out
For what is a voice when in doubt?
The world has changed
The world will change
Oh give me something cause I need to feel.


It's so good you know
I still love you so
And you don't have to do this on your own.
No, no


Take That
What You Believe In
Beautiful World (2006)

Monday, November 8, 2010

She's Back

A: "Tell me a sentence that, if we read it in happy times we should feel sad
and if we read it in sad times we should feel happy."

B: "THIS TIME WILL PASS."

There's no point of weeping anymore.

Yesterday is history.

May Allah bless us.

This is His will.

Thursday, October 28, 2010

Soundless

My day is your night
It's the difference in the time zone
Spare me the never-ending jet lag
It aches my heart right to the core

We're one thousand light years apart
When one step closer's taken
one heart's gonna get broken

This frown you cause
will never fade away
What a frustration!
Of all the lessons learned
the numbers will never fit in your formula

The red sky is raining
endlessly
But still, unseen
'cause you're inside the building


- Ainina Rosman

Monday, October 25, 2010

Awak oh awak

Kepada awak, saya tahu awak tak baca pun blog saya.

Sebab saya jarang nampak IP address awak dekat Feedjit. Haha.

Terima kasih. Awak takkan tahu betapa saya menghargai awak.

Awaklah antara orang yang boleh buat saya ketawa di kala saya menangis.

Walaupun dah lama saya tak bersua dengan awak, saya rasa awak dekat dengan saya.

Semoga awak selalu disayangi-Nya.

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Kepada awak, terima kasih.

Saya suka pokpek pokpek dekat awak kan.

Awak saje yang sudi mendengar.

Saya tahu awak saje yang faham.

Tak apa, saya dah belanja banyak biskut dan aiskrim kan. Haha.

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Kepada awak, saya cemburu dengan awak sebab awak dapat pergi sana.

Saya doakan keselamatan awak.

Saya sayangkan awak. Jaga diri baik-baik.

Nanti saya kirim list doa ye!

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Kepada awak berdua, saya tahu saya jarang contact awak dan awak.

Saya cuma nak awak tahu, awak berdua tetap di hati saya.

.

Akhirnya, kepada awak yang sedang membaca ni, yang namanya tak tersebut di atas.

Terima kasih kerana sudi membaca blog yang tak seberapa ni.

Saya bukan penglipur lara, juga tidak pandai menulis dengan penuh kasih sayang.

Saya, emo dan hati kering. Haha.

Terima kasih, dan maafkan saya andai saya pernah buat awak kecil hati dengan apa yang saya pernah pos di blog ini.

Semoga awak dirahmati Allah sentiasa!

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