Fb

Seriously.

Terlalu banyak fitnah kat Fb. The bad info I could get from Fb outweighs the good ones.

Once aku dah terbaca update2 yang banyak berunsur fitnah ni, it will be extremely hard to get it off my mind.

Rasa macam nak deactivate for good.

Anyway, kalau ada info baik pun, aku rasa 90% takde source yang sahih.

Don't deny it, even if you like Fb that much.

Takde la orang lain yang fitnah aku... tapi faham2 jela. Dengan perkongsian yang takde sempadan ni, fitnah makin senang tersebar. Banyak benda ntah apa2.

motivation, inspiration, lai lai to me

Ugh seriously aku makin malas nak study dan buat kerja.

The only motivation I have now is Spring Break in 2 weeks' time.

Ya Allah, permudahkanlah urusan hamba-Mu ini.

Jia you me!!

get up, get up

kalau jatuh, jangan down lama2
ayuh bangun balik

"la tahzan, innallaha ma'ana"

insyaallah :)

your last goodbye was yours alone

No matter how macho I try to be, I'm still the emotional and sensitive one at the end of the day.

And you're the true macho person that I can't compare myself with.

I still remember revealing too much of my petty problems to you, and I don't remember the last time you complaining about your life, especially your studies.

I guess it's just nature. It's as simple as that. I complained and you nodded. I was emotional and you were not. I never felt satisfied with what I had and you were trying to enjoy your life as much as you can.

But I guess it was when it used to be, and things don't seem to be the same no more.

I don't know, I guess it just happened. We don't talk to each other anymore, we are becoming too preoccupied with our own matters. We don't have time for one another.

I did try putting a bit of effort in trying to digest the whole thing, but normally it'd be left hanging before I could say anything about it. So I keep accumulating the doubts and assuming things... and lately I'm becoming more and more unsure of what I should do or how I should feel.

Should I wait, should I stop, should I ask, should I move on, should I say something about it... I don't know. I have no idea.

I always feel like even if I try to look at it, you don't bother to do the same.

I don't know if it's still mutual, if you really meant what you said to me... that is, if you still remember what you said to me.

Well, for me, I admit it gets a little cloudy at times... but I can never deny the fact that it's still there.

No matter how little or tiny it is, it's still there. I know I can tell myself a lot of lies, but it keeps coming back to me.

Your words haunt me and my expectations are eating me from the inside, at this very moment.

I've been forcing myself not to talk about it, not to think about it, not to bother about it...

...but I guess the Force is stronger with you.

KL Gangster

T_T

Uhh kepada sesiapa yang tak tahu (tapi aku assume semua orang tahu la kot), aku mempunyai kulit yang sangat sensitif. Bukan saje kulit muka malah kulit anggota badan yang lain.

Masa cuaca extremely kering ni, kulit aku jadi 10 kali ganda lebih sensitif... terutamanya kulit tangan aku. Pantang langgar apa je, kuat ke tak, confirm lebam atau luka T_T

Tangan kiri aku dah calar balar macam gengster dah T_T bila dan di mana tangan aku terhantuk/ tergores pun aku langsung tak perasan... tahu2 je dah pedih dan luka T_T

T_T

Rasa macam ada Invisible Wolverine yang dok cakar2 tangan aku ni T_T

one direction my foot

Needless to say, I'm a big fan of boy bands... especially English and Irish boy bands who sing a lot of ballad and contemporary music (the likes of Westlife, Take That, and Boyzone).

But I can't stand One Direction. At all. Langsung. LANGSUNG.

They can't sing and their songs suck. If I had to choose which "new" boy band I like, I'd definitely pick Connected (from Britain's Got Talent). Too bad things didn't work out too well for them though...

Ugh tolong la. If there's one act I can't accept it's One Direction. I still think Justin Bieber is even better than them.

Ok, Westlife did a lot of covers but they can sing (well, at least 2 of them can). One Direction can't even sing their own songs properly.

Rimas gile tengok kat Twitter asyik ada nama diorang. Kalau best takpe la, ni tak best langsung. When I say Justin Bieber is better than them, percaya la cakap aku. Sebenci-benci aku kat Justin Bieber, aku rasa dia ada jugak la talent.

Ok la, budak2 1D tu mungkin ada rupa. Talent-wise, they are definitely a zero for me. Tak percaya kau YouTube la diorang nyanyi masa kat X-Factor lagi. If you find anything good about them please enlighten me.

Ugh. Poyo punya Simon Cowell! You're the reason Westlife banyak cover anyway!

Kalau taknak aku rasa annoyed tak pasal2, please la jangan share video 1D kat Fb atau Twitter. Ughhhh.

truth be told

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whether the future has dark or bright days

I will still love you to the last mile of the way

to the last mile of the way

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sayang Mak. sayang Ayah.