Snow White

Assalamualaikum.

Hari ni tiba-tiba nak buat satu confession.

Lol ayat sangat controversial.

Anyway here goes.

I think I've got a crush on...














nah.

Saja nak buat korang tertanya-tanya. Haha.

Bukan confess pasal cintan cintun la.

Confession sebenar ialah...







I think that walking in the snow is one of the best un-describable feelings.

Ever.

Ni datang dari lubuk hati ni. Haha.

(tak tahu perkataan sesuai la nak letak. undescribable is not even a word. lol.)

Mula-mula nak simpan je dalam hati. Tapi tadi Farah cakap "ala rugi tadi tak bawak camera". Lepas tu nampak status Fb Lei Kheng pasal snow jugak. Aku jadi lebih tersentuh.

Subhanallah.

Maha suci Allah yang menciptakan dunia dan segala isinya. :)




Update: Anyway, the correct word is INDESCRIBABLE. Haha. Nama je belajar US. Perkataan tu pun tak tahu. Hahahahaha.

Sigh

Assalamualaikum.

Laptop berbunyi menyebabkan tak ada mood nak buat homework. (Alasan je tu)

Aku rasa macam nak suruh sem ni cepat berakhir.

Pertama sebab aku nak balik kampung.

Kedua sebab aku nak pindah rumah baru.

Ketiga sebab aku dah tak nak tengok dia dalam kelas. Lol. Ni bukan jahat. Ni untuk kebaikan aku. Lol lol lolololololllll.




PS: kenapa kebelakangan ni banyak post aku yang remeh temeh? korang pulak rajin baca. padahal takde apa pun. terima kasih la sudi membaca karutan hamba yang ntah apa2 ni.

Salji Turun Lagi

..random thoughts..

1. I don't know what on earth is wrong with my laptop.

2. Two days without nasi and I feel like I've lost half of my weight. Aku tak faham macam mana orang Melayu diet tak makan nasi semata-mata nak kurus. And no, I'm NOT on a diet.

3. Aku dah mula rasa kepenatan sem ni.

4. Ada beberapa orang tanya kenapa aku tak pergi ISR kat Iowa. So let me tell you here. Aku ada exam hari Isnin tu.

5. Sometimes I think I love math. Sometimes I think I loathe math. Sometimes I think math is the only thing that I can do. Sometimes I think math is the only thing I cannot do. Kecelaruan pemikiran.

6. I don't understand why people can be so much in love in one day, argue like nak mati the next day, make up the next day, fight the next day, make up again... don't you ever get tired of it? (aku cakap ni secara umum je)

7. It feels tiring to be sick and to sleep in the bed for the whole day. And now I'll be having problems to fix my bedtime again.

8. Aku tak beberapa faham sama ada patut ke tak aku sign petition untuk buat "prayer room" tu. Boleh ke main campur-campur je? Mula-mula ingat ok la nak ada tempat solat, tapi bila tahu untuk orang agama lain 'sembahyang' jugak, aku jadi keliru. Macam mana tu? It's not like I'm not supporting MSA. I'm just CONFUSED. Get me?

9. Ok. Kau buat silap. Lepas tu orang tegur kau baik-baik. Lepas tu kau ban orang tu dalam hidup kau terus.

10. Budak-budak jangan masuk campur urusan orang tua. Orang tua pun jangan masuk campur urusan budak-budak. Lol.

The Easy Way

I love youuuu Mak I love youuuu Ayah :D

Insya-Allah saya belajar rajin-rajin :D




PS: happy tak post ni? haha.

Sleep Disorder

Assalamualaikum.

Orang kata kalau mimpi buruk, jangan cerita kat orang lain.

Ok, at least I'm not telling anyone what exactly the nightmare was about.

But I guess it was so sad, so depressing, so heart-breaking that I woke up with tears streaming down my cheek.

Astaghfirullahal'azim.

I wanna go home so bad.



PS: hoho I'm turning into a frequent, depressed blogger :P no i'm not depressed... i'm just "ala biasalah perempuan" -_-

Apabila...

Assalamualaikum.

"Laoshi!" I called my teacher.

"Yes?" she replied, quickly looking at me.

I was about to say 'Gong Xi Fa Cai' when I changed my mind on the last second before my mouth spoke:

"Um, happy Chinese New Year!"

"Oh! Thank you very much!"

And she gave me this wide, sincere, happy smile. Honestly, it was quite some time since I last saw someone giving me a genuine smile like that.

So it was true what other people said: a smile can brighten up another person's day.

Well, at least for me, the school hours ended quite happily today.

But... something's been bothering me lately, and I don't even know what on earth it is.

Dua tiga hari ni my mood is fluctuating like hell.

I mean it. Like hell.

Ok, maybe it wasn't exactly dua tiga hari. I think it's been the whole week.

Sigh.

Mengapa kah?

Kerana ada orang bertanya kenapa kena pakai tudung kah?

Kerana aku tak jujur dengan instructor kah?

Kerana aku selalu lapar sangat kah?

Kerana PMS kah?

Kerana aku tak mampu nak bersabar kah?

Kerana sink dan bath tub selalu tersumbat kah?

Kerana dia kah?

Sigh. This morning I ended up sitting at a different place because I didn't want to be near that person.

And I felt so stupid about it.

Kenapa aku rasa makin hari tempat duduk dia makin dekat?

Atau dengan kata lainnya, ada orang lain yang duduk tempat aku atau tempat dia, yang menyebabkan aku kena duduk dekat dengan dia.

Seriously.

The first day of class, tempat duduk dia was like 7 or 8 chairs away from me.

Dan tadi kalau aku tak pindah tempat, aku sebenarnya duduk sebelah dia!

Dah la kerusi yang kat bucu meja. Kalau sebelah tu aku tahan lagi.

Pergi main jauh-jauhlahhh!

You are torturing me.

Aku tak suka perasaan itu.

Sigh.

Ya Allah, ampunilah dosaku. Akulah hamba-Mu yang lemah.

T-T

... atau mungkin kerana post hari tu aku cakap besar kah? T-T




PS: "Why do you wear it here? *pointing at my tudung* Your parents are not here!"

Saat Terindah

guess who's back!

new album's coming up this june.

they're even planning to make a re-record of Permata Ayah Bonda.
(wujud ke perkataan tu? huhu)

OMT. (oh my Tuhan)

can't waittttt. :DDD