meanwhile

Most people think that I'm unhappy...
but I'm not.
I just appreciate silence in a world that never stops talking.

- from some post in 9gag

amazon

Dear you,


I'm still amazed at how amazing you can be.

You were once this shy person sitting behind me in class... and look at who you've become now.

You're amazing and I hope you know that I'm proud of you.

And I hope we'll still be around each other in many years to come.


Sincerely,

Yours truly

senyum

...tak perlu kata apa-apa

back at one

Ya Allah, seandainya jalan itu halal dan diredhai-Mu, maka aku hamba-Mu yang daif ini memohon dari-Mu memudahkan segala urusanku.

Tapi ya Allah, seandainya jalan itu haram dan tidak diredhai-Mu, berilah petunjuk-Mu kepadaku, tenangkanlah jiwaku, dan jauhi aku dari fitnah dunia dan azab akhirat.

Ya Allah, bantulah aku membezakan perkara hak dan batil. Sesungguhnya aku hamba-Mu yang lemah dan hanya mampu melihat dunia berdasarkan apa yang zahir pada penglihatanku.

Ya Allah, jauhi aku dari penyakit cintakan dunia dan takutkan mati.

Ya Allah, berilah aku kekuatan untuk bersabar dengan kata-kata sesetengah manusia dan bisikan syaitan yang menghasut.

Allahu Allah. Tiada dayaku melainkan dengan izin-Mu.

expectation is the key to disappointment

"Kenapa nak kerja dalam finance? You studied risk, actuarial science, if you don't work in the right department, it's a waste for you to study abroad, right?"

It's a what? Did you really say the word "waste"?

Ahhhh. Geramnya. I was sorely disappointed by that kind of view.

one minute late

You know what? At this stage, it might be too late to back off.

But no worries.

As long as you're here, and as long as I'm here... I'll be waiting.

It's a promise.

coming home

"Coming home is hard because those people expect you to pick up where you left off."

I haven't been updating for ages, so I thank you for reading this.

As much as how stressful it is to act like the person you were years ago in front of your loved ones, being home is the choice that I never regret making.

Everything that I ever valued in this life is right here.

I enjoy being home, looking at the faces of my family, having nice food, feeling that masjid atmosphere.

And not forgetting, falling in love.

PS: Pray for Egypt