Sekadar Bebelan

Assalamualaikum.

I had a chat with my English classmate. A Malaysian Chinese. I get excited telling him that I'm taking Chinese lesson this semester, "at the moment we're still learning the Pinyin system!" and he went, "oh, I don't know Chinese". Buat malu je excited macam kanak-kanak.

I had sikit nasi for breakfast (sebelum kelas English). And the result was? I fell asleep in the Math Library when everybody else around me was busy burying their faces in some books. Padahal kat riba siap ada buku, bajet study la konon. Confirm kepala aku terlentok beribu kali macam orang tak cukup tidur (padahal cukup je). Kesimpulan: jangan makan nasi pagi-pagi buta, nanti mengantuk. Oh, and don't shower using hot water in the morning. Nanti lagi mengantuk.

Change in venue for Chinese class. Jalan punya jalan last sekali baru jumpa. Punyalah tawaf first floor tu macam apa. Dah la masa kelas blur gila. Berjuta kali cikgu ulang perkataan sama tu pun aku tak dapat tangkap.

Kelas Psychology. Apsal aku rasa budak-budak ni tak bersemangat pun berbanding sem lepas. Huhu. Henriques cakap contoh sama. Aku pulak hampir terlentok kat belakang.

Balik tu, bajet nak pergi Capitol Market. Jalan punya jalan. I wasn't wearing glasses, and suddenly I got LOST. Aku tak ingat kena ambil jalan yang mana! Ya Allah, punyalah berjuta kali pergi Capitol tu. Disebabkan malas nak ambil spek dalam beg, aku jalan balik rumah. Cis. Nasib baik dah nak maghrib masa tu, kalau tak confirm aku rayau jugak.

My head was aching like mad when I reached home. If my mum ever knew this she's going to bising about how important it is NOT to let my stomach grumbling for food. (I had classes from 9.50am until 3.45pm, and I didn't eat anything within that period) "Jangan biar perut kosong nanti angin la blablabla..." It's weird because other people only burp when they have this angin thingy, but if I get that angin I don't only burp; my head feels like it's going to explode.

By the way aku ada baca beberapa blog. Tak mahu cakap la depa cakap pasal apa. Tapi I just want to tell them that I've been living like THIS for 20 years so don't expect me to change in a blink of an eye. You didn't grow up in the same environment like I did, so shut up. Childhood experience, family background, semua tak sama (tak caya tanya Henriques). Jadi jangan la tulis benda yang berat sebelah. (Blog tu tak cakap directly pasal aku pun. Tapi saje menggatal tiba-tiba nak terasa. Haha.)

I've started loving my daily schedule now. I wake up early and sleep early. And I'm surprised that it feels really good. My days feel longer, healthier and more organized. I even feel happier and more energetic than I used to be. Everything seems to be running more smoothly than before, and hopefully this will continue until the end of this semester, dan harap sampai bila-bila. Seems like the warning letter from Mara has given me a real slap in the face lol. Harap-harap semua kesalahan dapat ditebus semula. Banyak benda yang menginsafkan terjadi, and I realised I haven't worked to my optimum level yet. I know I can do this. I trust Ar-Ra'd: 11!

Ohhhhhh and "Reach Out" is going to be Westlife's next single! OH MY TUHAN I LOVE THAT SONG SO MUCH I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE VIDEO.

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Ok. Seriously aku rasa sangat VAIN tulis post macam ni. THAT'S WHY I'VE NEVER WRITTEN ANY DIARY-LIKE POST BECAUSE I KNOW NOBODY'S GOING TO BE INTERESTED TO READ. LOL. ("lol"? I used to hate that word so much) Dah la there's a lot of exclamation marks "!!!!!!!" Excited macam kanak-kanak tak matang. Vain macam apa.

Okay, so I might've written something like this before, tapi jarang ok. This one might be one of those rare meaningless posts in this blog. Not saying there are a lot of so-called meaningful posts pun! Just so you know I don't really like writing a post like this. Don't ask me, I don't know why, haha.